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The Almighty BREEBLE!!! Feel my wrath! *wrathness*
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[06 Oct 2004|08:20pm] |
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New journal:
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cloak_of_lies
I'm still in the midst of adding everyone to that journal. There's some other things I wanna change about the layout, too. But anyway, go and add that one since I won't be updating in here anymore. I am not deleting this journal though.
PS-if you don't add my new journal I'll be sad...And will force da WEEEE squirrely to attack you.
</devilsxkiss>
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[30 Sep 2004|06:18pm] |
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FUCKSHITCUNT
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[12 Jul 2004|12:30am] |
My journal's Friends Only now.
Haha, sucks for you.
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| im a mirror fucking image of no control |
[29 Jun 2004|08:43pm] |
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hoorah, i made an Otep colour bar. you may now bow to me.
now, i've been trying to put up the code for god knows how long so all of you lovelies can copy it and have the colour bar. but, since lj has been being whoreish lately, you'll just hafta email me at n3onscr3am@aol.com for the code.
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[12 Jun 2004|05:50pm] |
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xstasy in paris (5:44:45 PM): you already know i think yer hot *flutters eye lashes* lol. and Gary's cute.
STDs4YouAndMe (5:45:16 PM): i think youre hott too
STDs4YouAndMe (5:45:16 PM): tee hee
aw, Kate makes me happy ♥ too bad shes taken.
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| MMMMMM BOP |
[12 Jun 2004|05:23pm] |
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You're A Stuffed Animal! You're Cute! You're
Fuzzy! You Can Go Anywhere! And Everyone
Loves You! You Might Get A Little Gross, But
We Love You Anyway!
What Item In A Raver's Backpack Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
rose and danielle are coming to Jersey with me this weekend. *twirls* mmmbop dipadop ah mmbop shibbadop a doowop dipadop ahh oooo yeah-eee-ahh.
ps, new AIM screen name- xstasy in paris.
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| stollen from d0llier0t |
[11 Jun 2004|09:04pm] |
A is for - Age: fourteen.
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: im happy with my porno.
C is for - Career in future: rock star.
D is for - Dad's name: "rickolas".
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: music.
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: my ruin-heartsick
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: boys-five? girls-three
H is for - Hometown: elkins park.
I is for - Instruments you play: violin and guitar.
J is for - Job title: rock star.
K is for - Kids: my wittle kitty and my wittle fishy.
L is for - Living arrangement: with my mom and da rickolas.
M is for - Mom's name: evette.
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: zero.
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: zero.
P is for - Phobia[s]:
Q is for - Quote you like: "when i think about excersize i just lay back down til the thought leaves my mind."
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: icky nicky.
S is for - Sexual position:
T is for - time you wake up everyday: 7.30 for school.
U is for - Unique trait(s): you tell me.
V is for - Vegetable you love: chocolate.
W is for - Worst habit: biting my nails?
X is for - X-rays you've had: back, neck, head.
Y is for - Yummy food you make: chicken ceaser salad.
Z is for - Zodiac sign: tauras.
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[11 Jun 2004|07:46pm] |
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Only 700 yen!
Get your own at Hamstar's Noodlebar!
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| im feeling green like teenage lovers between the sheets |
[05 Jun 2004|10:42pm] |
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we had a sorta-orgy out back last night and i hooked up with Erin and Ana and Gary and now Gary's in love with Chris although Chris is straight but i did get Chris to kiss Gary. i ended up crashing at Ana's and Kate did too cos she pierced her lip and her dad would have killed her if he saw it. i dont think she went home tonight either.
i went to Jillian's today cos it was Michelle's birthday and i would have had fun if i wasnt such a jealous cunt and i felt bad i didnt have anything for Michelle cos it was a last minute thing so i gave her my lunch money for the week which was only like 3 bucks and some change.
i miss my Donnie & Javier.
im sick of today.
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[03 Jun 2004|07:38pm] |
| devilsxkiss's LJ stalker is fearxofxdying! | | fearxofxdying is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also getting with your significant other! |
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| the sweat of my exertion is pure poison, im hell |
[03 Jun 2004|05:38pm] |
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today was "Sports Day". yes, i ended up going. and we fucking won! then Doney got pissed that a friggen girl, ME, pulled the team to victory. so he took our points away for that round - the most HARDCORE, INTENSE round of tug of war ive ever participated in my whole entire life - because the other team mates that werent participating in that round jumped out of their seats BECAUSE THEY WERE HAPPY. *screams* faggot.
anywho, all is well because im still the...
queen of all tug of wars
im so hardcore. bite me.
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| Rose! You know who! |
[02 Jun 2004|06:57pm] |
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If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary, 12 hour fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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| hollywood is anal |
[02 Jun 2004|06:43pm] |
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i havent updated in a few days.
OH WELL.
friday was the trip on the Spirit of Philadelphia. i danced with the black girls. and on a chair. and with Mr. Thornton. once my mom finally developes my film ill post the not-so-bad pictures.
tomorrows "Sports Day". i might not go cos its mandatory to wear shorts and sneakers. problem: i do not own shorts or sneakers...
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[01 Jun 2004|06:39pm] |
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MISS BUNNY!!!!</p>
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[26 May 2004|04:01pm] |
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i got a call home on monday.
i got sent to Mr Weise (the vice principal) yesterday.
i got a pink slip today.
i should just stay home tomorrow before i kill someone.
| D | Dreamy | | E | Enjoyable | | V | Valiant | | I | Important | | L | Lucky | | S | Smooth | | X | X-BoxHueg | | K | Kinky | | I | Insane | | S | Shocking | | S | Smooth |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
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[24 May 2004|09:30am] |
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sigh today is gonna be a loooong day.
last night, as usual, i began to cry. but it was different. it was longer, louder sobs, and it became really hard to breathe. now, the other day i went to see the doctor, and she informed my mother that i have extremly high blood pressure. so, last night, while crying and screaming at my mother begging her to just leave me alone, begging her to stop yelling, my nose begins to bleed. and it doesnt just drip, blood pours from my face. i black out and then find myself hovering over the toilet, blood everywhere and im still screaming and crying. my mother doesnt believe, at first, that im bleeding, until she peeks out from her room and sees the blood everywhere. Rick runs back and theyre trying to get me to hold my nose, which is useless because theres blood all over anyway and im hysterical, i cant get a grip on a thing. they keep reminding me about my high blood pressure, about how becoming hysterical isnt gonna help shit, and that i need to calm down or ill just put myself in the hospital. i finally calm down enough to stand and keep my head back. Rick helps me into his room and i lay in his bed. DUMB FUCKING IDEA. reason? blood + light coloured sheets = SHIT. im still crying, my moms screaming at me, pleading for me to just stop crying and talk; tell her whats wrong, and Rick's screaming over top of her, yelling for her to stop yelling at me and trying to get her to realize that the problem, at the moment, isnt trying to find out why im crying, the problem is that there's way too much blood, that its not supposed to be this way. i try to stay calm, and crazy thought just go through my mind. am i gonna die? is it possible to die from a nose bleed? and i keep my eyes closed this whole time, i try to avoid seeing how much blood im gonna end up cleaning tomorrow. i finally scream. "STOP IT! SCREAMING AND TELLING ME I HAVE TO TELL YOU WHATS WRONG IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY EVEN MORE! DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE?"
and there's silence. Rick leaves the room, and my mother finally shuts up. and its just quiet.
my tears decrease to only a few, and its easier to breathe now. she tries a few more times to get me to talk, and after telling her OVER and OVER and OVER again that i sometimes dont even realize whats wrong, i leave.
my nose bleeds only a little but i fall asleep. and that was that.
my night from HELL.
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| *chuckles* oi vey, Rose.. you blonde. |
[23 May 2004|12:37pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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| i cant explain, you would not understand. this is not how i am |
[22 May 2004|10:53pm] |
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TODAY FUCKING SUCKED.
i did buy a dress though.
therapy was dumb, all i did was yell and bitch and make Ruth feel bad. so i changed the subject a hundred times and tried to talk about her daughter having twins. but she kept wanting to talk about the shit thats going on and im sorry but i just dont fucking like to talk about things sometimes. i know its therapy, and im supposed to "heal" by "talking about my problems". well you know what, FUCK THAT I DONT WANNA. FUCKING KILL ME WHY DONT YA.
i also saw Justin and Nikki. together.
i wish i hadnt already had therapy before that, i felt bad bitching to my mom and crying in the car. not necessarily about him, but about everything. the past few days ive been holding shit in and just seeing that, seeing them HAPPY, seeing someone being something that im NOT made me flip. i feel bad for my mom sometimes cos shes got such a spoiled fucking brat to deal with.
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| there once was a girl and she suffered from sickness, mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses |
[21 May 2004|11:33pm] |
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i came home from Neshaminy not too long ago. i had fun i guess, i met this cute kid Rob and this girl.. damn it i forget her name but she was nice. but i missed Rose, i wanted her to be there. hopefully ill be able to get up to her house tomorrow and Tiff'll be there and fgjbseoigw4tsg im rambling..
after therapy me and my mom are going dress shopping. spirit of philadelphia is next friday and then not too long after that is "graduation". *rolls eyes*
youstupidPLASTIC
i wanna go see Mean Girls again..
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| i hear london calling |
[20 May 2004|04:01pm] |
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ive noticed this new routine ive been doing; crying. it seems that every night, before i fall asleep, i just cry. sometimes theres a reason, sometimes theres not... and NO. i dont have my period. i was already asked that.
Rose has said, well at least in her livejournal, that shell be coming back out. when i read that i screamed. well not really, but i gasped (a good gasp) and started getting all giggly cos now i can go out and shell be there and it can be like it used to be. im glad shes getting therapy and im glad shes not getting thrown into some ugly, creepy hospital where we wouldnt be able to see her for good. she says her therapist is nice, and that shes gonna get help. so now im happy.
well now me and Drew are talking about careerbuilder.com, and how he made up a fake account and how hes dumb. heh, just another thing i occupy myself with during tech club...
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